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Saturday, December 26, 2009

1:29PM - "Mom, this is an Ed Hardy cuzi.."

Such an amazing Christmas.

-iphone
-D&G perfume
-$$$$$
-H.K. everything
-Zambi the bb elephant
-Jonas Brother's everything
-Giant stuffed elephant


I love that my boyfriend supports the fact that I'm perpetually 14 years old. He is perfect, my family is perfect and Christmas was perfect. Gay uncles shoving Jager down my throat, fag hag aunt feeding me whine and chocolate, dinner at T's mom's followed by more wine. Followed by vomiting. Followed by hangover.

But I still loved my Christmas!!

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Thursday, December 24, 2009

12:41PM

i had eye surgery! i can see without glasses/contacts but my vision is still a little blurry. my left eye is doing great but the opening in my right eye still hasnt closed up...if it doesnt close on its own in a few days i might have to get some stitches or something. i cant drive quite yet so im probably going to be stuck at home for the holidays. have a good christmas and be in touch!

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11:31AM - The Culinary Institute of America says this is what good coffee looks like...



The first time I watched this, I gagged for days. There is not a SINGLE thing right about the instruction, the drinks that were made, or any part of this video, really.

If you ever walk into a coffee shop and this is what is being served, leave. Immediately. Please.

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Saturday, December 19, 2009

11:15AM - I should be having an orange pineapple blast

I spent two years unable to cry, recently. Me. The most emotional girl I've ever known. The girl who would cry anytime a sitcom dad's feelings were hurt because of their teenage daughter's harsh words. It was quite the dry spell, and while it was a nice vacation, I really started to miss it. Crying helps me clear my head. I would always get a good cry in before making any important decisions. I felt almost robotic..definitely not human and definitely not myself. Then, when my cat died, I finally got my touch back, and for 24 hours I did nothing but cry. He was my best friend in the world. He loved in the most subtle ways. He would pretend he was too busy to be bothered, but at all the right moments he was there. He never stood me up when I needed him. It should be sad when the only "person" you can depend on is your cat, but I was oddly content with it. I now understood why the crazy cat lady existed. Why my friends Caitlin and Micah spoke so often and highly of their feline friends. Why my best friend cried so much when she lost her cat, and why she loved her so much. I had never appreciated anyone so much, and had it returned in such a way that I was more than happy having nothing and no one else. I just miss my fucking cat. And now I'm making up for lost time and lost tears. I've been crying uncontrollably for twelve straight hours now. While I (with the exception of my recent drought) have always been very emotional, I have never had such a marathon of tears. I'm drained,I'm sick, I'm hallucinating, I'm driving my boyfriend crazy. All over a fucking cat.

I'm hoping to God that Darlene and Roseanne are nice to Dan, tonight. I couldn't handle a John Goodman breakdown in my current, fragile state.

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Friday, December 18, 2009

8:17AM - Money

I really hate that it is part of my life.

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

4:47PM

my U of A semester is finished! all my finals/papers ended up going well. now i just have my pima math class to worry about. i plan on skating a significant amount this weekend...if you're interested let me know.

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Monday, December 14, 2009

9:44AM - Next Wednesday I'll Be Free

Kind of. I will still have to give summer school. But I am planning on giving easy courses.

But, next Tuesday, I will give the last of the final exams and be done with the regular school year. I am so stoked about that.

In other news, I got fucked yesterday by the Sunglass Hut. My friend told me about a contract to be a mime in a mall and I went to meet him to talk about the supposedly 4 day contract. When I got there, he told me that I would have to stand outside the Sunglass Hut for three hours passing out flyers for 25 bucks. I thought the gig would last an hour but it lasted three hours. I would have said no to the contract but I guess it wasn't my decision since my friend had already agreed for me to the contract terms. I have to go and do the same thing on Tuesday and again on Friday. So this week is going to be another week of nonstop 5am - 10pm work and much stress considering I still have to make 8 tests in my "free time".

At least I know that the week will pass quickly because of all the work. I won't have time to reflect on the passing of time.

Regardless of the fact that I made more money as a pizza tosser than a teacher, this experience has been a positive one. And though I have had to work an entire year with a full time job and doing side jobs as well just to save up enough money to buy a one way plane ticket to the United States (something I did in less than three months in Tucson working only a part time job), I feel that the rewards of my working life in Ecuador outweigh the sacrifices.

Life is beautiful and I am grateful to be alive. Peace and Love and 24mo.

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